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Life Update
Sorry its been a while since I have updated this thing, I have been really busy lately but I will get into that in a little bit.
I recently started an internship at Christ United Methodist Church, I am going to be helping the youth pastor redo the youth group. I am super excited for what God has planned for us. We have only been doing the internship for two weeks and we already have some awesome stuff planned.
I have been unhappy at my old job for 6-7 months and had been wanting to find a new job. But wanting to find a new job and actually going to look for a new job are two way different things so I just found my self sitting around complaining about how much I hated my job and how bad I wish I had a different one.
Things started to get really bad at work a few weeks back, constantly getting in arguments with people at work, getting pissed off over the dumbest things, and just was an extremely unhappy person at work. It all came to a boiling point one day while driving in my truck, I remember being so frustrated about having to go into work that I prayed out to god and said I can’t handle this anymore, Please help me find a new job.
About an hour later I got a phone call from my brother in law, he was going to be leaving his job soon and had talked to his boss about me and how I was looking for a job and asked me If I was interested and said to come in the next day for an interview.
I accepted a position on monday. And it still amazes me today at how faithful god is if you give it up to him. For 6-7 months I have just complained about my job and hadn’t prayed about, I hadn’t even gone out to look for a new job and yet as soon as I prayed about it, God answered it.
Going back to the being to busy to update thing. I am at the point now where I can notice a change in my self when I don’t do certain things. Like reading my bible and other christian books. A few weeks ago I was reading my bible everyday and reading Blue Like Jazz everyday as well. And i noticed a change in my behavior and attitude. The past week or so I haven’t picked up my bible or my book and have noticed that I slipped back into my old behaviors and attitude. Even writing in this blog, I write in this blog for my self, It helps me realize things about my self that I wouldn’t otherwise find out. I open it up for anyone to read, but I honestly do it for my self and I feel much better after posting in here.
Im done ranting for the night. I will be posting more often from now on if you are one of the two or so people who read this :).
