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Perfect getaway…
I’m gonna let everyone who reads this (which is probably around 2 or 3 people) on a little secret. I’m not a perfect person, I know its hard to believe but i’m not. Most of the things that people don’t like about me I don’t like about my self…. I hate that im always mean and rude to people constantly i’m not sure why i do it, i just get in moods when the smallest things set me off and everyone pisses me off. I dislike the fact that im so stand offish with emotions and feelings towards people.. I’m not sure why I do that either, i guess it could be because i have been screwed over quite a few times by members of the opposite sex, but i know that would just be an excuse and it is probably something else other than that.
I feel like the best thing for me would be to get away for a while even if its just a weekend and forget my phone and computer at home.. Leave all the drama the hard feelings for people and all the other distractions at home and just spend sometime with god and work on my self and my relationship with him… That sounds amazing right about now…
