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Funkk
I decided tonight while talking to one of my good friends that I need to start blogging again. Not because I think I have such profound thoughts and ideas more so as just a creative outlet for my self instead of holding everything in all the time.
Ive been going through this funk lately that I can’t seem to shake out of. I’m miserable at my job I dread going there every time I have to work. I hang out with the same people night after night. Which isn’t necessarily a bad thing but I like meeting new people and getting out. When im not working or hanging out with friends im usually either watching tv or doing something on the computer. I think about exciting things that are coming up to try to ignore the problems that I have going on and think if I can just make it to this day then everything will be better. And it never happens that day comes and goes and everything is still the same.
While talking to the same friend tonight about the blog we also talked about this issue and came to the agreement that its a heart issue. I think scratch that I KNOW that the reason i’m not happy with life right now is because i’m not fully dedicating my life to God. Some people might find that cheesy or whatever but I frankly don’t care what you think its the truth.
But like most things admitting you have a problem with something is the first step. Admitting that i’m not fully dedicated my life to christ is the easy part, living that way is the hard part.
I doubt anyone will read this but if you do sorry for the length of it got a lot to get out tonight. Im gonna leave you with this to think about…
Why as Christians do we care so much about what other people think of us? Will doing whatever is necessary to fit in with the world get you to heaven? No, so if you believe in God, then why do we care what anyone other than god thinks of us? Is it really worth it to rot in hell just so we fit in and people think we are cool for the short time we are on earth?.
