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Stressed
S.O.T.C starts today. Im so stoked, months of planning and hard work have been put into this day. Im so excited to see what God has in store for us. Some big things have already happened and more are in the works.
I love what I do at S.O.T.C. I have found it to be my passion. Not only planning everything and being involved with the creation of it, But interning with the outreach stuff. That is what I want to do for a living. I have felt a call to ministry for some time but never knew exactly what. And as i go along in the process of starting up S.O.T.C it has made me think this is what im called to do.
The frustrating thing that has me so stressed out is that Its an internship, don’t get me wrong I love doing the internship I have no problem doing it, I volunteered to do it and knew what I was getting my self into. I am just miserable working at my job to pay the bills. Not that its a terrible job, Its just not what I feel like im being called to do. Going to work to sell office supplies just isn’t cutting it for me when I feel im supposed to be involved in ministry full time.
I know God has a plan for me and when Im supposed to be in ministry if I am supposed to be in ministry he will work it out and hook me up. But its just very frustrating and stressful in the meantime. I know that I need to just give it up to God and trust in him. Its just difficult to do.
